profile_new.jpg

[...]

Twitter

Facebook

RSS

Friends

Portrait Sessions

Shop

Categories



Archives



November 30, 2009

Inspired by an impossible, possible blue

bluewalk_web.jpg
Ocean Beach, San Francisco, SX70 Polaroid.


"Sometimes, it's just the slant of sun the morning, or a reunion with an old friend. Sometimes it's just good coffee, or a compliment a stranger offers looking your way. Whatever it is, you realize you've had enough. The fine focus you keep giving your little frustrations. The casual fuming you fan out about your bank account, your job hunt, the condition of your body. All of this adds up, or rather, subtracts into, a flimsy existence, a half-life, an embattled, embittered center of disequilibrium. How can the world not suffer under your dark cloud? How can the bathroom mirror rid itself of all those grey smudges? How can the lemon tree on your back deck not plummet from neglect? Arrows in your foot, at your back, in your heart. Something loveless and uncertain clinging to your neck, dragging you down into the mud. Enough. The light is changing. You are a light capable of change. There is a glow in you hungry for air. There is air in you fiery and free. The street you have been walking leads to nowhere in particular, to a dense dark wood that is better left unknown. Do not mistake that darkness and density for opportunity, for eventual renewal and your ultimate heroism. Turn around. Look up. A sky awaits, an impossible, possible blue. "

A light capable of change - poem by the talented Maya Stein, who I was soooo lucky to meet recently.

Thanks for saving me from my blues, Maya!


Comments (13)


Gillian:

I feel blue too. You aren't alone!
But it is only a tiny aspect of my whole picture. Allow the sunny side to lift you up and shine because you are worth it.

xo


This hits close to home for me too...like Gillian, I've been feeling extra blue. Maybe it's the season, the shorter days, the changing weather, the holiday hoopla. Whatever the case, must find the bright lights to be had...thanks for the reminder!


wow. everything about this post just stopped me in my tracks.....noted, absorbed, turned around.
thank you :)


stef:

love Miss Maya and you! The polaroid is beautiful! I bet you're loving that!

xoxo


Oh, just what i needed too! and i love your SX-70:: a nice capture can lift us all up, no?


So beautiful and uplifting - and much much needed by me in these times of seeming misery.


Marianne:

Sending love and a big deep breath.

That photo is stunning. xx


Alex -

I'm so glad this spoke to you and helped you look at those blues in a different light. And I'm honored that you posted this here. It was so wonderful to meet you at the writing workshop. I'd been hoping to see you in person and there you were! I hope our paths cross again soon. - Maya


Renee:

I love when I stumble across a poem, photograph, painting or story that hits me right where I need it..with the power of two in this case, you knocked me on my ass! Thank you Alex.


Sandra Flear:

That is one lovely poem. A reader commented earlier that it stopped her in her tracks, absorbed.. me, too .. in a way that happens only once in a while. Thank you.


oh, my! how i want a polaroid camera and to be able to take pictures like this.

beautiful, beautiful.


Touching words! Your blog touches my heart!


lily:

Wow, I needed this so much today.. thanks for sharing!


Post a comment